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i'm back after so many many many days,i'm soooooooooo busy with studies,kids and homemaking.i think time is not enough for me.anyway hope one day will come when my kids will b doing their stuff and i can relax.lee is having vacation now,she wants something to do always,otherwise cartoons.i remember when v had vacation v used to play outside with all friends,but here my kids can't play as it is so hot here,that is why they feel bored always.i'm thinking a lot now about life,what life v hav,just want to be happy always,for that v should love others,be good to others.i think God is giving a partner who is there to share our good or bad which he has planned for us,for the sins v hav done,v will get a tough life.nobody knows each one's most personal life when in public.but God knows our actions and thoughts,v will get acc to that,v cannot blame anyone,v hav to be thankful to God for whatever he has given us.my prob i know is my anger,just want to control that.i think i hav to learn yoga for self control.Let me try.

my kids

leah and lewin,my kids

leah is 3 yrs old

lewin 10 months now.

leah is hyperactive,won't sit in one place 4 a sec,won't keep her mouth shut 4 a sec.

lewin likes his chechi very much

he is behind her all the time,if he touch her she gets irritated,gives a kick.

whole day i hav 2 b with her watching what she does.

next week she is going 2 school,god knows what she will do there 2 other children.